Having resolved to work on his idea later--though he really wants to go and do it now, he hates having ideas or plans and being forced to wait instead of riding that rush of focus and purposeful energy--he doesn't... have an excuse to say no, really. Maybe he doesn't really want one, either.
He can feel the tightness in his chest, and the part of his brain that wants to leave this conversation makes it so much more compelling than it should be. The cold, damp sensation of Hythlodaeus' hair against the still-chilled skin of his brow is an appealingly stark contrast with his large, warm hand against the tight set of Dirk's jaw and the tension of his neck.
"I have no idea what you're talking about," he says, a half-declaration half-muttered for the sole purpose of openly deflecting Hythlodaeus' 'observation.'
"Fuck. I know it's part of your deal for some reason, but how about you don't dress it up as purposeful or something if you want to come in me. It's just so much weirder when you try to make it into a whole character thing."
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Okay.
Having resolved to work on his idea later--though he really wants to go and do it now, he hates having ideas or plans and being forced to wait instead of riding that rush of focus and purposeful energy--he doesn't... have an excuse to say no, really. Maybe he doesn't really want one, either.
He can feel the tightness in his chest, and the part of his brain that wants to leave this conversation makes it so much more compelling than it should be. The cold, damp sensation of Hythlodaeus' hair against the still-chilled skin of his brow is an appealingly stark contrast with his large, warm hand against the tight set of Dirk's jaw and the tension of his neck.
"I have no idea what you're talking about," he says, a half-declaration half-muttered for the sole purpose of openly deflecting Hythlodaeus' 'observation.'
"Fuck. I know it's part of your deal for some reason, but how about you don't dress it up as purposeful or something if you want to come in me. It's just so much weirder when you try to make it into a whole character thing."